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Break All My Bones Part 2: Fear is a Liar.

I know that my blog posts are so spaced out, and I really apologize. We have been without a computer for several weeks now. We’ve had three computers die on us over the course of the summer, and it’s just been the dumbest thing. So I am reduced to blogging in my spare time at work.

Anyways, one day I will get to the real meat of the Break All My Bones series on here, but here is some more of that.

Fear is something that has always ruled my life, and just recently has God really been pulling that out of me by it’s bloody root. To help my mind accept that living in fear is not living at all, I ordered some vinyl lettering from my job and put it up on the bedroom wall right next to my bed. This stuff is big, bold, and and blunt. It’s the first thing I see when I wake up in the morning, and the last thing I see when I go to bed.

IT IS THE TRUTH. It is reality. And it is helping me immensely.

What keeps you from living life with joy, peace, passion and rest?

KONY2012: My Part.

I hate it when I get ahead of the game with my posts and have them done the night before, and then one day of focusing on other things throws me off. I also hate that the last sentence is probably not a well structured sentence.

Blah. Ok. So back to square one (Talk about a Negative Nancy this morning, geez).

So KONY2012… we’ve all heard about it, and I’m sure everyone that has heard about it has something to say of the matter, whether it be good or bad.

Well before I get into it, I just want to first say this (and this is not something I will do often, because normally I appreciate contrasting opinions to my own): If you have something not nice to say about KONY2012, I’d rather you just keep it to yourself as far as this post goes. I understand all the pro’s and con’s and have heard every pessimistic and cynical view in the book about the issue. But until you have a well planned and financially backed solution for the surrender of the LRA, then your negativity doesn’t do any good. I lovingly ask you not to discourage those who have the passion to at least do SOMETHING.

Ok, so now that that uncomfortable part is over… I am super excited for Cover the Night on Friday the 20th! If you haven’t seen KONY2012: Part II, I recommend you go now and watch it. The video addresses a lot of the issues that people had with the first video and goes into more detail about the plan and how we can all do something. The awareness around the world right now about this issue is incredible, and it makes the hairs on my arms stand straight up.

Something someone said in the second video really caught me. I’ve heard a lot about how we need to just stay here and take care of our own country. But one of the guys interviewed in the video talked about how Kony and his rebel army are terrorizing four countries in Africa right now. FOUR. Now according to our standards, that is a threat to the world community and calls for collective action. And personally, the argument that we need to to deal with our own country’s problems has never really made sense to me. Why not do both? The homeless guy downtown and the child being tortured in Africa are just as much my neighbors as my actual neighbor next door. We are all humans on this planet together. It is not o.k. for me to ignore the orphan and the widow in another country simply because I was born in this one. I won’t ever buy that plea, no matter how intelligent the argument may be. Another thing I like about the second video is that they specify that if you want to serve globally, you have to start locally. There’s the answer to that.

So here’s the dealio: I’ve got 250 donated KONY2012 posters that Lake City needs to see Saturday morning, the 21st. That means I need a team of people to help me put these posters up Friday night. Now this isn’t some crazy, illegal stunt that we are going to pull. This will be respectful and non-destructive action. Again, go watch the second video and see how it’s done, or watch the first if you haven’t got around to that one yet either!

Here’s where I get really vulnerable for a minute. The truth is, I am a VERY PASSIONATE person. But I am TERRIFIED of what people think of me, a struggle I am currently being stripped of right now. I know there is the chance that every one of my friends that reads this that lives in Lake City may think I am a complete fool. And if that is the case, well then I am one of millions. I’m gonna choose to be o.k. with that. I’m not special, I just want to take advantage of every chance I get to do something that involves putting my self aside.

This campaign hopefully will be an incredible, worldwide success that results in Joseph Kony’s capture. This is a chance to bring about global unity, even if it is for a few minutes. Sounds like a piece of heaven to me. There’s also the possibility that this could fail. But if that is the case, at least we can say we tried.